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[27 Mar 2004|02:32pm] [ mood | confused ] I have been doing a lot of research for Giles he actually told me to go home and get some rest but i begged him to let me stay how sad is that who else could claim that pathetic of a social life? anyway i just needed something to take my mind off of how horribly my parents reacted to my call. and then i find myself being jealous of what Oz and Ariel had i mean they are grieving right now and i am being all jealous how horrible am I? ok i have to quit focussing on this...i need to talk to Oz he has this huge gash on his arm and when i talked to Ariel she didnt have a clue. she said he barely talks to her anymore and they used to talk all the time so even she is worried. I told her i was going to confront him but i havent seen him so i went to the house and his van was out front I knocked on the door I was fully ready to get him to talk. [[open for Oz]] Burn Eternal

[19 Feb 2004|02:14pm] [ mood | happy ] It was a wonderful night...well after the shear bordom of standing around most of the dance and not having anyone talk to me. I saw him he was playing guitar in the band I couldn't take my eyes off of him while he was playing not to mention he was pretty good looking in the first place. His name is Oz and he I believe is a junior. when the band finally finished playing i went to get a drink and I lost my view of him I was upset being as I had no clue who he was or if he had a girlfriend or for that matter if i even had a chance with him. as i was standing at the counter where the drinks were he came up beside me i was just to pay for my drink and he told the bartender that he would pay and thats when he introduced himself it was like some movie. anyway we moved to a quieter part of the bronze and talked for a bit then we decided to dance it was wonderful when he put his arms around me i dont know what to call it other then perfect i felt like that i belonged there. he didnt seem to protest when i put my head on his shoulder but being as i have not ever been on a date i had no clue what to do beyond that. when the last song ended i was sad because that meant that the night was over, but he like me didnt want it to end that way so we went to an after party for his band we walked there talking all the way. the party was cool they played lots of loud music and i couldnt really talk to him but we did have fun. secretly the whole night i was hoping that he would kiss me but i didnt want to rush it and i was so nervous that i would have just messed things up so i just let things happen by his leading. when the night was finally over i gave him my phone number i just hope he calls. Burn Eternal

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